(verse)
let me rub my back against the notches on your bedpost
scratch these afterthoughts off my flesh and shed ghosts
my headand's close to your closet door.
iand've got the glass to my ear. my nose is in your
business i smell something fishy here.
i hear bones rattling. poems battling for space and time
phones thatand'll ring when i make judgement calls with pick-up lines
sexual hang-ups leave me waiting nude and while alone
it just gets aggrivating masterbatingto a dial tone.
iand'm the home to run-away trains of thought
my one track mind is a collision inter-course where victimand's cross,
bedroom eyes...uncross their legs exposing inner thighs
i disrobe and show my most convincing disguise.
iand've lived so many lives each death has left my face scarred
hid so many lies under my breath that i canand't face god
dig into my mind deep enough youand'll find a graveyard
i get nervous bodies will resurface every time it rains hard
andquot;donand't cry, girl.andquot; let me outline your short comings
while my world is full of them and theyand're all in the long runnings
itand's all fun and games. itand's all done in vane. itand's all a ----ing shame
i ainand't the one but iand'm the one to complain?
Iand'm the one to come home. compare. contrast. come fast
make love to the present, fuck the past
make love to the present, fuck the past. nothing lasts
donand't you dare worry about the morning aftermath
(yeah!)
Donand't you love how much you paid for your education? (yeah)
donand't you love your job and spending every day there? (yeah)
donand't you love your girl? you have such a healthy relationship. (yeah)
donand't you love having that break-up sex, that make-up sex? (yeah)
(verse)
taking an acid bath, pissing on the shower curtain
the gal just laughs and starts dissing my towel turban
i had to ask if she knew how to listen now iand'm certain
now my task is just to get up in her like i was a surgeon!
iand'm a virgin who makes exceptions at sunset
my dirty skin gets cleansed by the summer sweat
andquot;self, have some respect! i donand't need you new and clean
but i donand't want the procedure routine!andquot;
a screw machine!with a few bolts loose. robot response touch tone
hair trigger, happy-go-lucky emotion monger wants a love poem
run home. dip into your closet and jump bones
your secret admirerand's stuck higher up and heand's unknown.
looking down on you. can you bare the burden?my ears are hurting
i found a few gears are turning
with squeaky wheels. they get the grease cuz its a damn nuisance
understand the blueprints for our mechanical movements.
it never ran smooth since we abused the earth
grabbed a hand full of pubics and removed the turf
refused its worth, we lose our shirts. she assumed the worst
and needed proof of birth? iand'm leaving this universe.
It seems doomed and cursed. see if you come first then come fast
come here. come back. compare. contrast
complain. constrain. constantly ask,
complicated questions contain scientific answers in your flask
condone. condemn. come home. come friend
confuse. common issues. condelude. comprehend
carma. chameleon. come again?
continue to come in you. come to daddy.condescend
come and bring us (confidence). curlding us (compliments)
come to thank us went from guilty conscienceness to common sense
calm down. complete. compound. come eat
our common ground meat from man-made concrete
come to the street. conquer the weak. come to terms with coming last
make love to the present, fuck the past
make love to the present, fuck the past. nothing lasts
donand't you dare worry about the morning aftermath. (yeah!)
Donand't you wanna take a shower with me? clean me up. (yeah)
kill yourself...while youand're still alive
(kill yourself) while youand're still alive while youand're still alive. (3x)
See when you put a shell to your ear, it is not the sound of crashing waves
that youand're hearing. itand's the amplified current of your own bloodstream
it was your self-pulse that created that post-human illusion of me. your
tireless heart pumping out an ocean of lies and i foolishly tried filling
impossible shoes resulting in my stumbling as i fell into the trap of making
a woman my element. now i just canand't get comfortable being out of you...
