Biting keeps your words at bay
tending to the sores that stay
happiness is just a gash away
when i open a familiar scar
pain goes shooting like a star
comfort hasnand't failed to follow so far...
And you might say itand's self-indulgent
you might say its self-destructive
but, you see, itand's more productive
than if i were to be healthy
and pens and penknives take the blame
crane my neck and scratch my name
but the ugly marks
are worth the momentary gain...
when i jab a sharpened object in
choirs of angels seem to sing
hymns of hate in memorandum
And you might say itand's self-indulgent
and you might say itand's self-destructive
but, you see, itand's more productive
than if i were to be happy
And sappy songs about sex and cheating
bland accounts of two lovers meeting
make me want to give mankind a beating
And you might say itand's self-destructive
but, you see, iand'd kick the bucket
sixty times before iand'd kick the habit
And as the skin rips off i cherish the revolting thought
that even if i quit
thereand's not a chance in hell iand'd stop
and anyone can see the signs
mittens in the summertime
thank you for your pity, you are too kind
And you might say its self-inflicted
but you see thatand's contradictive
why on earth would anyone practice self destruction?
And pain opinions are sitcom feeding
they dont know that their minds are teething
makes me want to give mankind a beating
Iand'm tried bandages and sinking
iand've tried gloves and even thinking
iand've tried vaseline
iand've tried everything
and no-one cares if your back is bleeding
theyand're concerned with their hair receding
looking back it was all maltreating
every thought that occurred misleading
Makes me want to give myself a beating....