[chorus x2]
iand'm so
hidden and youand're never gonna see
iand'm cold
forgiven all because of my beliefs
iand'm no
body that you ever wanna be
cause i know that the world is afraid of me
[monoxide child]
now you can try to sedate me, assassinate or just hate me
but thereand's nothing that you can do to me lately
now iand'm greatly accepted in the mind so iand'm confused and intertwined
from being rejected so many times, i wanna leave it all behind
so kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
and run and tell your homies that these motherfuckers will die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
suggesting that iand'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
with green grass up to my neck, and situations thatand's too fast
to think about and most people canand't dream about
a hundred million miles and every single second
and every time you hear this record i want you to feel me on every sentence
reminisce from descendants of past treasures
weand'll embark on a journey thatand'll stay alive forever
plus i would stand over on my side of the fence
regardless of the circumstances or the consequences
[chorus x2]
iand'm so
hidden and youand're never gonna see
iand'm cold
forgiven all because of my beliefs
iand'm no
body that you ever wanna be
cause i know that the world is afraid of me
[jamie madrox]
i am my own worst enemy
iand'm not the smartest motherfucker and shit, i donand't pretend to be
and why i am the way i am is not a mystery
my mindand's not in proper working order or in therapy
the brainand's confused and mentally abused
lifeand's been hanging on a string so what the fuck i got to loose?
and what the fuck i got to prove to you?
if you donand't know me by now, youand'll never know me
you can put that on my real homies
i got problems and they stack like bills
and i relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
and i awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
hoping to talk to the passed on, iand'm falling apart
iand'm such a mess and decisive, iand'm fading away
iand'm out of touch with society and living today
never relying on my sanity, i through it away
to become the maniac thatand's got your attention today
[chorus x2]
iand'm so
hidden and youand're never gonna see
iand'm cold
forgiven all because of my beliefs
iand'm no
body that you ever wanna be
cause i know that the world is afraid of me
[monoxide child]
can you keep a secret?
well iand'm afraid world because they want me to die, can you believe it?
but iand'm still alive... and been floating since and'95
with my chin held high but iand'm so dead inside
let the problems just roll and put them back into a pile
because itand's just a bunch of shit that i canand't deal with right now
and iand'm tired of always guessing and messing it up again
and the next day itand's even deeper and iand'm steady sinking in
[jamie madrox]
i took a look at myself and came to grips with what i found
it was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
no soul, no heart because i gave it away
no time for feeling sorry, iand'll grieve another day
and all those tears are stored in storm clouds
that hover above me and cover the ugly
continued to haunt me when i was feeling low
thatand's the same reason i hold on and never let go
[chorus x4]
iand'm so
hidden and youand're never gonna see
iand'm cold
forgiven all because of my beliefs
iand'm no
body that you ever wanna be
cause i know that the world is afraid of me
