(scratching random dialogue)
I seek souls like mines
So my mind finds inner peace
And then a beast
Could never devour
My powers arrive
From survivors of this holocaust.
Please be hopeful
Never thinkinand' all is lost
In my sector
Specter
Slidinand'
Collidinand' with my lifestyle
So i fight while they threaten me
Sweatinand' me
Well iand'm quite mild
The world makes me gnarly,
But an introvert not hardly.
I deal with it.
I feel a bit
Under the weather,
I need to pull my pieces back together.
Fallinand' apart, stallinand' a heart of sincerity
Since there will be another stoplight
And its not right
So i might go insane of this brain
Of mine
Maintain a line that has been tame
Before the tempest.
Iand'm looking to my better interests.
I never tried to post or tried to impress
Anyone
So why do i got to suffer
Every single day it seems the way of the world is rougher.
And then you wonder why i love to hallucinate,
Because i never ever thought i would get used to hate.
So i imbedded my time within my mind,
And rhyminand'
Was the only way i kept from beinand' confined
To quarters,
Sure thereand's good times and bad,
But the bad timeand's are overwhelming,
And how the hell things
Get out of hand i ask you,
You have to give an answer;
Eating at my brain like it was cancer.
Worryinand'.
Hurryinand',
My thought processes.
I got offices
Imbedded in my skull,
A million secretaries actinand' scary
When they type 200 words per minute.
It just occurred to me iand'm in it.
and'cause iand'm the boss,
The head honcho,
At least to this mutiny.
The whole idea is cute to me.
So i entertain it
And let my brain get
Deeper and deeper
Until it vibrates like a beeper
And i canand't maintain it.
So whatand's the verdict?
Itand's d.e.l. the visionary and i come with the absurd shit.
[break with freaky andquot;call the operatorandquot; sample]
If i had not one friend i would be gooooone.
Way in outer space singinand' one sooooong:
and'zippety doo dah, zippety day,
My oh my what a wonderful day
When my mindand's dustedand'.
Thrusted
Out beyond the stars, iand'm the satellite.
Transmittin, fit in situations thatand'll rattle tikes -
Scare and'em,
Dare and'em to go farther.
So then i go father,
Burninand' my brain out with mental lava.
Scalding,
All things
Rearrange so i never socialize,
When you feel my eyes.
The dilated pupils,
I violated scruples,
and'cause i told myself iand'd never do it again,
But now i grin.
Laugh on the inside,
Men tried to strap me
In a straight jacket
When i laugh and iand'm happy
For two hours straight,
These powers hate me
And they make me wanna cower,
But lately iand've been feeling like a tower.
Tall and sturdy,
Wordy, though i never say a word,
and'cause when i say a word,
Before itand's like they never heard.
Nothing ever changes except within my cerebellum,
So iand'll never tell and'em,
Never tell and'em,
Never tell and'em.
Iand'll tell it to my soul over and over
Even though iand'm locked within a room with padded walls,
Iand'm never sober.
Inspections,
Injections,
Keep me confined
To my inner thoughts
And this is how i lost my mind.
[break with maniacal laughter]
